I would also like to write a little bit about the match between Naderer and myself. This AO second round actually turned out to be my Final. Of course, I am disappointed to be already out after the second round, but I am very happy with my performance. I think that for now, I cannot play better than I did against Naderer, especially during the last two sets of the match where I made shots I would never have suspected to be able to make.
Like Naderer already said, there were a lot of breaks in this match. To give you a telling example, I think that we systematically broke each other until 4-4 in the first set. In the first three sets, I would say that we played some decent points, but nothing out of the extraordinary, but then came the final two sets, which were literally epic given the magnificent rallies we had to play. Both of us needed smart strategy throughout that part of the match to win each point of the match, which was closely fought.
The fourth set tie-break was one of the strangest I have ever played. With Naderer leading 2-1, I succeeded in getting back to level with a weird shot I remember very well. Actually, I was defending the most part of the point as my opponent was hitting me out of the court with very powerful backhands and forehands; at a certain point, I unwittingly hit a very weak shot and the ball bounced right after the net. Naderer actually wanted to volley it, but instead of doing so, he struck a very powerful forehand into the net and instantly threw his racket, which made me laugh out loud.

I didn't know why but I couldn't stop laughing, maybe I needed to let off steam. The fact remains – however – that he quickly won the next two points. At 4-2 for him, I managed to recover from my laughter and tried to get myself motivated while saying to myself : « Come on, man! If you ever want to achieve a great result at a major tournament of the ITST tour, you do have to win this tie-break; otherwise, you will always remain a mere onlooker on the tour. It is now or never, buddy! » Right after this motivation session, my level started to go up and I finally snatched the tie-break.
I was extremely happy that I was back in the game and had the opportunity to win it. Well, my optimism seemed to be quickly dying out as Naderer was running straight to victory, leading 5-1.
I am sure that if I had played this match last season, I would have lost it by 6-1, but now is a different story. I can rely more on my mental strength and feel that I don't give up and admit defeat too rapidly, as I often did last season. I began to play the best (virtual) tennis of my life and got my way back to 5-4; furthermore, I was on serve with an opportunity to level at 5-5. Unfortunately, I inexplicably cracked up although I strongly believed that I could snatch a win there. However, I have to say that my opponent played awesome tennis as well and that his victory is well-deserved. No need to say that he showed fair-play throughout our match. Also, I noticed that he perfectly masters the short accelerations, which hurt me very much during our match. I would like to congratulate him on his victory once again and wish him the best of luck in this tournament as well as in the whole 2013 season.
As for me, I don't know if I could perform at such level ever again. I think that if I want to improve, I will be forced to spend more time on playing TE, but I fear that I won't have that time. I have to admit that my goal here is to win a major tournament, but with all the new rising stars and great players out there, I just have to accept it: I will always be consigned to outsider status at Grand Slams and other major tournaments. So all I can do in my next matches is playing with the following philosophy: always giving my all to make it as difficult as possible for my future opponents to win matches against me.
